Friday, April 18, 2008

2nd chances

I just watched this show where this guy died in a car explosion while trying to save a child from the wreckage, and the angel in charge of recieving him decided to give him a 3 day period to tell the girl he loves how much he loves her. They've loved each other since they were young, but neither told the other how they felt, each waiting for the other to speak 1st. The guy had to leave for America the next day, but he chose to back out at the last moment and rushed off to find the girl and tell her how he felt but met with the accident halfway.



The thing is, his body was blown to bits and he has to come back in a different body, and nobody believed him at 1st. But his love for the girl was to strong that he kept trying and trying to convince her, her sister and his own parents that he was really him, even though she scorned him and treated him badly, like he was a stalker or despicable person making use of her feelings for a dead lover, even though his father beat him with a baseball bat like he was a burgler, he tried and tried until his time was almost up in this world, until sunset of the 3rd day when the girl finally believed him.



If I were to die today, and God were to give me a 2nd chance like this, who would I come back to find? I'm at a lost. My dad doesn't understand me because we're not close due to being seperated since I was young, my mum doesn't care about me, only her beloved bomoh old man, girls... I haven't met any whom I would dedicate this level of devotion to... There was 1 that my heart beat for, but she didn't love me... I've tried several relationships, but they didn't work out because I couldn't feel it, that something special. Some loved me with all their heart and soul, some loved me half-heartedly, some loved me and somebody else at the same time. It all meant nothing...



Sad to say, if I were to die now, nobody's life would be changed, nobody would come to the riverside and lament that Henry used to come drinking here and joke around with me, nobody would avoid going to the arcade because Henry used to play counter-strike with him there and it hurts to think about him, nobody would stop believing in Love because Henry left without a word, without saying goodbye. My greatest talent in life is my singing, but I've done nothing with it, and wasted the little chances that came my way. I have contributed nothing in life besides heartbreak.



How I wish that I had something to cling to, to strive towards, somebody who understands me and deserves my utmost dedication to... Are you this person? Send in your resume today! Send a message! An SMS! MSN! Email! Or fax your particulars to +6088215000. Chinese/wears rectangular glasses/dazzling smiles/great personality/loves to sing will be given advantage.*



*Girls only.

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