June updates

Recently I (finally) got to know this girl that makes my heart fly whenever I see her. I'm just so afraid that I'm disturbing her every time that I sms her, that I'm being irritating. Kind of like a fly that buzzes around her ears when she's trying to enjoy whatever it is that she's doing, like living life in peace, or cooking up some never seen before Meal of Doom! Sometimes I want to talk to her but I can't think of anything to say. That's coming from somebody who has so much crap in his arsenal that he could fill the whole galaxy with them and create Big Bang II. But no matter what, I won't give up! Cuz there's been this growing feeling inside of me that she's so important that I would give my life for her if she's ever in need, and making her happy is all I wanna do.
I must be going mad.
Point is, I'm generally feeling better now than the past year that I've been spending here even though I'm more tired than before, with my dad leaving me in charge most of the time and I haven't had a decent day's rest for quite some time now. To my friends who're reading this, I'm fine and there's no need to worry about me and you know how fucked up you are for secretly reading this and not leaving anything for me to read in return? Its like everybody around that's sucking in A.Einstein's wonderful brain juices but never giving any relatively relative feedbacks back to him for him to come up with his super fantastic theory of relativity. That's why its just a theory now and nothing fantastic has come out of it yet, or else man would be conquering the universe with his Super Kamihamihas and Instant teleporting powers.
Tell me how you're doing, at least. =D
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P.S: Oh yeah, a pretty uneventful birthday flew past too. My thanks goes out to Nelson, Cyril, Raychie, Jess, Pei Yee, Ann, Chong and my dad for trying to cheer me up by being part-time clowns in the KTV for a few hours. Really appreciated it, especially to Nelson for his very special gift! And to Serri for calling me and chatting with me for 10 mins as my birthday present. =_=